overwhelming love ♥

Because of her, I know the feeling of being MUM ~
 

kinda enjoy

total regret

RM 1000 plus....what a huge amount of money!!!
but we did it so we gonna settle it.
it is no use to cry over the split milk now.
I can only blame myself for my foolishness.

call internationally with normal rate? NO WAY!!!

at least I will learn from the mistake and won't allow it to happen again. but,
This lesson.....is really expensive !!!

p.s.: "financial distress" soon :S

I miss my papa n mama : (

mum, dad, sis n brother in law are now in china...
I become part time(almost full time) baby sitter again taking care of that little monster...
never knew that her smile n laugh mean everything for me.
I juz wan her to stay happily n play as usual without realizing that only me n her are being left  at home.

everything goes quite well, except for this:

ouuuchhhh!!!!!! it hurts...my pity toe.

consequence of-------running up the stairs

My niece misses her dearest grandma, n I miss my mum T T

world without hostility

Lately, I find myself in big dilemma dealing with inconsiderate people. I handled it so badly trying to avoid the problems as it is actually my first time to face this situation. I feel so helpless n realize that the best solution is to avoid it.

I wonder is this the correct way to cope with the problem. I guess not. Somewhere deep inside my heart I feel really weird to act "naturally" when dealing with those people and to try so hard to put a smile on my face when they say out unpleasant words.

Am I too demanding? I admit that I'm fussy at times. But most of times I make sure that I play my role well so that others can enjoy their freedom n rights too. In fact we are paying for it and sharing it together. I have my own rights n freedom as well. I am not begging others to do things in order to make me happy. All I want is just simple respect n freedom that I suppose to have.I hope to grow in the environment without competition and hostility.

Anyway, I hope I can overcome dis issue with the strength from above.

Do not say, "I'll pay you back for this wrong! Wait for the Lord, and he will deliver you.
Proverbs 20:22

I noe for me it's still a long way to go in order to fully absorb this life principal. But I do willing to bear in mind these verses and look things from different perspectives from now on.
Pray for me...

hectic life

last few weeks = mid- term exam
the following weeks = assignment rushing period
after tat = cruel war - final exam

dis is wat I called my "fantastic" uni life @@
I really anticipate enjoying my two months long holiday from May till June !!!


p/s: Recently, I'm being attacked by pimples again :S

the gift from God

i wanted to have it b4 CNY..searched for it everywhere i go...
decided not to buy even when i found it(due to the price)
decided not to buy it though it is cheap(cz i don reli like the pattern n color)
end up i gave up. try to forget about it, well, maybe it does not suit me :(

today, i'm so happy. Happy to noe that each of the choir members is going to wear "uniform"-batik blouse during the Easter day. out of my expectation, me n the conductor gt the chance to wear different pattern of batik on that day....

I do reli reli Love the color, d pattern.....I love it sooooooooooooo much----my beloved ceongsam~~~~

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