with you beside me

time flies, especially when you are here with me.
stop the time....PLEASE!!!!!!!

"you never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going."

He shows his mercy on me

the result is out!
my CGPA drop again.
but I should thank God as it turns out better than expected.
Give thanks to the Lord !

Having fun in penang

Having fun n taking lots of pictures with my dear at Pinang Peranakan Mansion. we love the ambiance so much!

I have put on a lot of weight recently...this is all my fatty bom bom drew's fault. He can eat a lot now....we are all so surprised by his ability to eat now!!! he really miss the food here so much : p

today is wednesday

went to Dragon-i having lunch wf andrew's family....i luv the black pepper noodle so much! i will definitely come to u again : )

The cutest "pao" tat i ever seen ~

Welcome home, darling ^ ^

yuhoooo, my baby is back! finally i have someone to manja with ~


"reunion" after five months' time
12 July 2009 at KLIA   T.T

14 Dec 2009             ^ ^

Every moment spend with you is a moment i treasure.

I appreciate all that you do for me.

I truly appreciate your presence in my life.

bad mood

y am i so moody n sad?
It owiz is!
i hate dis FEELING !!!!!!!!!!!!


* as time passes little things can begin to change.
   they are fading.

conquer my fear n anxiousness :S

I'm afraid of many things, recently...both academic and personal problems. i was told not to hold the anxiety deep inside my heart. i was told to share wf someone else. but i dono where to turn or have anyone to turn to. My family n frens are not obligated to listen to my nagging n complaints.n I don't wan to burden them too as they have their own things to worry bout. i wish i could get over them, jz by myself alone.

But somehow, I'm exhausted to overcome it by my own strength. I feel like i am going to explode anytime(so people, stay away from me as far as you can when u "sense" there's something wrong with me). In fact, human beings have limitations. Limitation of knowledge....limitation of physical abilities. and for me now, I face limitations on controlling my negative emotion/thinking n getting rid of them.

Something is seriously wrong with me. yes, I should never forget about the existence of the mighty one. God has promised to take care of us. He provides everything n he has LIMITLESS power!!!

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord and shun evil. This will bring health to your body and nourishment to your bones" (Proverbs 3:5-8)

yeah, I should always turn to God and have faith in him. He will not leave me and forsake me. He is my Abba Father, my Lord n my Shepperd...forever and ever!!!

pain again !

i am having pain on my right side lower waist since i fell down in front of many people(including a 5-year-old kid) a week ago.i cant stand or even sit straight for too long n i like to hunch my back recently because doing so can reduce the pain....oh gosh, i feel like i am much more older than i really am. I am aging!!!

another shopping day wf fren but dis time wf a special wan-----miss phang. it was actually our first date ^^  finally we gt the chance to meet up during holiday ya. watched Mulan wf her...luv the movie so much especially the main male n female actors in the movie

babysitter @@

i have been a babysitter since my little niece was born last 2 years...although it is not a 24-hours-task, but i do help to take care of her when her mum n my mum are not free...n im proud to say that im now PRO n BETTER at being a babysitter (at least better than my second sis).
As a "part-time babysitter", i accomplished an incredible task today------cleaning her after she PASS MOTION!!! i was forced to do so as only me n my second sis were at home that time. as usual, my "smart" second sis managed to escape from dis disgusting task. Pity me   T.T


oh gosh, i need some time to let my brain cool down n to forget about the SCARY SCENE          T.T


I do it because I love you~

cute little fella


Here she is-----the babysitter of the year  ^ ^

forgiving~

I lose my temper easily especially when things get messy or when i carry out works under high time-constraints. Moreover, I fail to keep my temper under control when i noe someone throw out unreasonably complaint or words that really offend me. For me, sometimes i find it extremely hard to truly forgive those who hurt me deep inside .

I end up feeling guilty. Oh gosh, wat am i doing? I was DENYING the basis of my own new existence.

Sorry oh Lord for my character flaws in my life.Give me love n strength to forgive others n to change wat i can.

"Make allowance for each other's faults, and forgive anyone who offends you. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others" Colossians 3:13

T_T

I am so down right now. Indeed I have been so down throughout dis semester.Too many things to worry about. I am just so tired of the endless bad news. these uncertainties, unexpected "surprises", bad news....yes, they are killing me.
I feel disspointed with myself nowadays for not doing well in almost everything.
                                                  I'm such a failure : (
                                    

gathering wf old buddies~

Having warm gathering wf old frens is owiz fun! I met some old buddies recently. v do enjoy the golden moments as we have common topics to share with. v talked non-stop jz like old times though we rarely see each other as v are now studying at different places   ^^

My best fren since secondary school.v promised each other that our friendship will last forever(even after v get married n hv children! haha)

she is someone i turn to when sadness overwhelms me, last time, now n forever...

the couple

v love Spicy :)

True frineds are hard to find especially in this materialistic era. So treasure every moment u hv with ur friends. Friends are FOREVER !!!

I hate u, pimples@@@

dear pimples:

                   I hate u!!! u are not welcomed to my face. so plz stay away from me, as far as u can!!!!!!!
                                                        I Beg You Please ~
                                                                T T

u're the apple of my eye^ ^

13 more days left   : p
seriously, im so HAPPYYYYYY

warnign sign of health problem?

I'm wondering y my hands keep shaking recently~
what's wrong wf me???  : (

Ying Nee's birthday celebration

wow~ happy belated birthday, ying nee. so sorry. we din gt a chance to celebrate wf u on sept...

A simple celebration, a gathering of frens, a joy tat never ends.....

make a wish

small surprise for her

My true frens forever, precious n rare ~

A true fren is owiz n forever. u dont owiz see them, but u noe they are owiz there!!!

Heart Attack!!!

jz finished my 2 hours piano n theory classes. hu~ ~i was having a slight heart attack as i did not noe hw to answer many questions that sir asked...I have no one to blame but myself as i did not prepare well b4 goin to class. n indeed i was shopping n watching tv yesterday instead of practicing n doing revision. i feel so lost especially during theory class..augmented 6th??? Neapolitan 6th???diminished 7th?? totally unfamiliar with all these terms.
there's a big leap hole in my musical knowledge since i stopped my piano/ theory class for 2 years after my secondary school. well, i noe dis is not an excuse for me to comfort myself. There wont be any problem if i have managed my time wisely. so I have to work extremely hard in order to catch up with the syllabus... i should owiz bear in mind that there are only 2 options for me : take exam nxt year OR keep wasting money attending the class every week with my "unconscious mind"  : s
may God bless me ~


To do list for the next 2 weeks: piano n theory....piano n theory ....and........PIANO n THEORY

bid farewell.....

it's time to say goodbye to my sis-ting ting after spending 1 week time with her. she has to go back to her college n continue her study. I hate tat sad feeling every time my loved ones leave cz im owiz the one who be left behind. Pathetic TT. haiz, bt  i have to face dis kind of sad scenario for N times in future.arghh, hate it!!

well, it's glad tat sumone is willing to accompany me so that i wont feel so lonely. haha.


ta-da, it's her!!! my best fren for about 10 years !

At first i planned to watch movie wf her at Sunway Carnival. End up we went shopping at Jusco Perda! haha. Female are owiz fickle n unpredictable by nature :D

tea-time

spent almost 2 hours in d restaurant

It was fun to hang out wf u, my best fren forever!!! muacks．

p.s. I totally forgot my piano lesson tml n also my theory homeworkssss..oh gosh　（ＴＴ）
      y I owiz do my works at the last minute...summone plz help me to change dis bad attitude!!!

last nite was an awesome nite~

v went to watch 2012 in pacific mall. it's been ages since we were all gather for a movie day. As usual, my mum fell asleep while watching the movie ^^
v bought d ticket at special price- RM6 each as every Wednesday is movie day....RM6 for a 2 hours n 40 minutes movie, worth it!!!

p.s  Miss Bonnie is going to kill me if she see her "natural-looked" pic here. haha

2012~ here i come

I should have watched it last week but due to some "obstacles" (like fully booked, have to attend classes n other personal reasons) I only get a chance to watch it tonite!!! I anticipate this show as many good comments from those who had already watched it. I love good movies!

2012, wait for me! i will come to u at 11.30pm tonite!!!

*i went to renew my ic wf ting this morning and the whole process jz took us not more than 10 minutes!!! wow~ fast n furious ^^ I love fast service too!

so far so good~

dis is my 5th post n today is my 5th day blogging. it means one post EACH day ^^ good effort! haha. i do it so consistently....bt i don think i can blog everyday when new sem starts..even when my Honeydew bac frm india on december!! haha...will be kinda busy tat time :p

i went to apply for new passport with ting as the old one expired. my sis will fly to Korea on mid January nxt year...me? i renew my passport so tat i can go traveling : D

perhaps india n korea will be my 1st or second choice as my two beloved is(will) studying there

i went shopping wf ting again. Christmas is coming! so can c all Christmas tree n hear Christmas songs every where. i like dis atmosphere so much though there's no snow in dis country. Faster cum bac honeydew!
i juz cant wait to c u!!!
Jingle bell...jingle bell...

*my house's sweetheart new release!!!