Grateful for LIFE

I am so Grateful to have you in my life


You carry special warmth and you accept me for who I am


This is why I LOVE you.

*No body in this world is more wonderful than you *

恨. 距离

原来我并不是已经习惯你不在的日子

我，只是逼自己不要去想：我们之间必须面对的距离

Christmas：It's About the Cross！

It's not just about the manger
Where the baby lay
It's not all about the angels
Who sang for him that day

It's not just about the shepherds
Or the bright and shining star
It's not all about the wisemen
Who travelled from afar

Chorus:
It's about the cross
It's about my sin
It's about how Jesus came to be born once
So that we could be born again

It's about the stone
That was rolled away
So that you and I could have real life someday

It's about the cross
It's about the cross

It's not just about the presents
Underneath the tree
It's not all about the feeling
That the season brings to me

It's not just about coming home
To be with those you love
It's not all about the beauty
In the snow I'm dreaming of

The beginning of the story is wonderful and great
But it's the ending that can save you and that's why we celebrate

It's about the cross
It's about my sin
It's about how Jesus came to be born once
So that we could be born again

It's about God's love
Nailed to a tree
It's about every drop of blood that flowed from Him when it should have been me

It's about the stone
That was rolled away
So that you and I could have real life someday
So that you and I could have real life someday

It's about the cross
It's about the cross

Disrespectful

I hate people who kick the pillow with their leg.
(Esp when the pillow does not belong to them!)

nightmare again :(:(

I have had the same repeated bad dream 3 times in one month--- I couldn't finish my BM exam paper on time :(
Guess I am too anxious n pressure now though the exam is over.
The exam for dis semester was extremely tough for me...I don wan to let those who love me down n I think dis is the main reason for my post-exam anxiety symptoms T T

laziness and impatient

Before



After
>< the consequences of hangat-hangat tahi ayam.

my poor leg current condition

3rd day


yesterday

Dono y. it seems delicious to me :P
mayb I'm hungry now : )

反省

最近我不知道怎么了，应该是傻了
到今天我才知道，一直以来我所做的，都是伤害着那个很爱我的人
那个人，无论我怎样任性或野蛮，他都可以容忍，但是这次，我让他忍累了。

我必须很清醒的，清醒地知道，这世上没有人会比他更好了。
我太惭愧了， 亲手断送我那珍贵的五年感情
世上应该没有人比我更傻了吧！




对不起，真的很对不起。
我想像小孩子一样，在这里告诉你：“我真的知错了，我以后不会再重犯了！”


我会寻找回那属于我的重心
我的重心只会围你而绕
因为在这世上的人，事，物，
唯独你最重要！

nightmare : (

I am truly frightened by the dream last nite.
The feeling of being abandoned is the most terrible life experience.
So PLEASE, don't ever give a promise if you cannot keep ur word.
Because once you promise, I will always keep it!

被放鸽子

一大清早， 就被放鸽子了。
很久没有这种感觉了。只是这次不同, 因为对象是老师：P

往好的方面想想, 这也是件好事，因为这几天都没有练钢琴，早上醒来时，心情还是忐忑不安的。
谢谢上帝，救了我“一命”

p/s: Everything has its good and bad points. It jz depends on how u see it!

Fairly-tales Lover

yeah!!! I'm going to watch Rapunzel in cinema again dis coming Thursday (with Honey Bee n little monster)
...so excited.
and I plan to buy a dvd so that I can watch it whenever I want.
so far my highest record (watching the same movie again n again): Chipmunk---5 times

Rapunzel??? It's definitely going to break my record ^^

I noe it sounds a bit childish n crazy. Well, this is me. I love fairly tales all the time! : )

心在流泪----请不要打仗

上网中，电话突然响了
接了电话，传来的是妹妹的声音
“ 妹妹：bi
我：eh, 为什么这个时间会打来的？
妹妹：我怕等下有什么事，我会死去，所以先打来先
我： 。。。不会的啦，没事的（其实心里也很担心）
妹妹：刚才突然有飞机飞过，我就觉得很害怕
我： T T  ”

对不去，妹妹。你一定是吓坏了。 这么害怕的时刻，你竟然是一个人在哪儿独自面对

虽然我不是身在韩国
但是我真的可以明白你的担忧和害怕
我了解你把重要文件都收拾好的心情
我知道你的眼泪随时都会落下
我也知道你真的很怕不会再见到我们

不要怕，我会在这儿不停的为你祷告
祈求天上的阿爸父会看守着你，保护你。。。
不要害怕，下个星期我就会来见你了，到时候要怕一起怕（就像小时候看鬼戏后，我俩一起躲在被单里的时刻）

好好照顾自己
p/s: 如果真的发生什么事，真的可以什么都不用拿走，什么重要文件。。。贵重东西都不用拿。
你只要把你自己带走就好

因为你最重要
我很爱你

I love her

pictures of the day:

to my precious xuan: stay healthy owiz n grow up happily!

请不要。。。

跟着妹妹一起祷告：
请不要------打仗！！！

跌倒记 ：（

可能我太饿了，也可能我太兴奋了
结果一个不小心，踩空跌到了。。。
糗大了，也痛死了。
最惨的是，我看到自己的伤口， 还会呕吐。呕到脸青唇白
妈妈还说当时我的脸毫无血色。。姐姐的朋友也说我脸色苍白。
：（    可悲啊，黄媚忆

案发现场

真不明白，这点小伤，我呕什么啊？
几时才可以改掉这个lame习惯？

I ♥ Rapunzel

Another great animated film released by Disney.
Tangled ( Rapunzel), this is one of the best animated movies ever and finally I updated my favorite princess list again : P

 This princess is simply amazing. I burst into laugh throughout the movie because of her.
And of course, she made me cry too : ( I was so heart broken to see her sad face.
I think, jz like Flynn Rider, I fell deeply in love with her ♥

Not to forget to mention the super-cop horse in the movie, Maximus. This tough-guy cop sort of steals the show with its great determination capturing the most wanted criminal. haha...

Tangled---- I highly recommend it to All !!!

the end of the war = freedom

yeah, finally I'm free!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In fact too free. 9 months of holiday, gotta spend them wisely * *

I have mixed feelings now.

>< FRS

yes, awak memang yang paling susah : (

Now my aim is just to pass the paper : (

恨

我不喜欢不尊重爱情的男人！

我讨厌对爱情不专一的男人！！

我更讨厌对婚姻不忠的男人！！！

worried

I din't write down the essay question number for both my BI n BM examination paper....
Ish.......
I hope it won't affect my mark....
I was so careless T T

Arghhhhhhhhhh, I am stupid..idiot...stupid...idiot!!!

yes, I can count on u!

It's actually a great feeling to know that someone else is always there and has your back.
I feel safe and secure.
I noe I am lucky that way : )

Happy Birthday, my dearest sista ♥♥♥

你走后的每一天， 我都很想念你，尤其是在特别的日子里。。。

五个姐妹里，最连的就是我和你，少了你，我总是觉得非常寂寞和空虚。。。

你不在的日子，别看我们一家人的照片总是像以往这样-笑得很开心，其实家里的每一个人，都很想念你。。。

 希望在远方的你们，会过得很开心，也希望聪明的他，会不断得替我们疼惜你。

最后，你的四姐我- 在此祝你生日快乐！
此时此刻不在家的你，一定。。一定要 开开心心  ：） 照顾好自己！

♥ 我们很爱你！！！

 

argh....stress!

a long battle to go...
time duration : 1 month
I hope I can overcome it real soon and fly to Korea to see my kawai sista after this cruelest period...

hey EXAM, I hate you!
u are so ANNOYING !!!!

♥♥♥ 爱在记忆中找你

我對你 這一生 哪個可比
我與你 差一些 永遠一起
邂逅時間場地 似連場好戲
要自何頁說起 Wow Ho

愛太重 深呼吸 欠缺空氣 
愛太美輕輕的 卻載不起
愛情來到時候 似明媚天氣
它走了 突然驟變雪落雨飛

*如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
連遇上亦要躲避
無非想放下你 還是掛念你
誰又會及我傷悲
前事最怕有人提起 就算怎麼伸盡手臂
我們亦有一些距離*

你太遠 該怎麼 說對不起
你太近 一轉身 卻已高飛
快樂也酗茧u 似場流星雨
一眨眼 就如幻覺怕又記起

我情願我狠心憎你 我還在記憶中找你

♥♥ 爱不疚

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠
遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

♥ 直到你不找我

記得當時誰路過
秒針忽然停頓過
氣溫濕度曾驟變太多

記憶不停重疊過
你的表情提示過
愛的 可能 是我

想法很亂 幻覺太多
疑慮很大 直到說不清楚
心算太慢 但仍然算錯
找對人 偏錯過

直到開始想喜歡我 
直到終於不喜歡我
直到碰上一個 逃避一個
追不上 躲不過

直到開始找不到我
直到終於不想找我
直到你擦身過 才認得我
彼此也在折磨 像當初

想法太亂 直覺對麼
疑慮很大 直到愛不清楚
當這世上 全懷疑我錯
總有人 相信我

直到開始想喜歡我
直到終於不喜歡我
直到碰上一個 逃避一個
追不上 躲不過

直到開始找不到我
直到終於不想找我
直到你擦身過 才認得我
彼此也在折磨 像當初

给：特别的你

有那么一个你， 即使身边的朋友不多，我也不会感到惧怕
有那么一个你, 在背后默默支持我，即使我有多大的压力，我会像你所说的 “继续死撑”下去
有那么一个了解我的你，我心存感激，因为你会把我所说的话，一字一句地放在心上
好笑又好气，因为你三不两时会弄我生气，偶尔还会重重地伤透我心
就因为我感到难过，“可爱”的你就会不停地责怪你自己，虽然很好笑,（但我不会轻易原谅你）:P

喜欢你每次在我心慌，无助时所说的：“不要紧，冷静点，你可以的，会没事的”
就是因为有那么一个你，永远不会告诉我-为何会对我这么好，是 你让我觉得-我是幸运和幸福的！

除了感激和感谢，我只有感动， 感动， 再感动。。。。

我喜欢 ♥

原来， 我真的很喜欢有人唱歌给我听
就单单只为我而唱的

真的很窝心

都是被他宠坏了！！！

你好，我是半桶水！

多才多艺是好事
但如果每一件事都只是半桶水，那又是另外一回事

两头不到岸
是用来形容我现在情况的最佳用词

若要选择放弃其中一样
会是哪个？

致：我唯一的狗狗 ♥

我家的狗-”“koko ooi”  生老人病了。。。有皮肤病。。现在眼睛也好像就快瞎了.
谢谢你这接近8年的陪伴，如果你真的就快看不见， 我希望你最后看见的是我们一家快乐的情形，当然还有你最爱吃的食物。
我也希望你所带走的回忆，也只有快乐的。
不要再被外面的野狗咬了， 你已经伤痕累累。
也很对不起你。以前你曾是我的玩伴。。随着年龄的变化，我渐渐忽略你了。我让你寂寞了。
若有一天你死了，我就不要再养狗了，因为心真的很痛，而且我也会很想念你的。
我爱你，KOKO ♥

p/s: 今天整天有很严重的偏头痛，我最近是怎么了？
咳嗽。。喉咙痛。。。失声。。。全部来齐：（
黄媚忆，快痊愈！！！

♥101010♥

Bible clearly points out the marriage responsibilities of husbands and wives:

Ephesians 5:28-29 "So husbands ought to love their own wives as their own bodies; he who loves his wife loves himself. For no one ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes and cherishes it, just as the Lord does the church."
Ephesians 5:22 "Wives, submit to your own husbands, as to the Lord"


Some might think that this is tantamount to gender discrimination as the modern society now emphasizes on equality.
But as for me, these are all wonderful and good commands from our lovely God.


Some other beautiful verses in the bible:
"爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈；爱是不嫉妒，爱是不自夸，不张狂，不作害羞的事，不求自己的益处，不轻易发怒，不计算人的恶，不喜欢不义，只喜欢真理；凡事包容，凡事相信，凡事盼望，凡事忍耐；爱是永不止息”
This song reminds me of my church in Sungai Baru Malacca. 
I miss 王传道 so much. I miss Tan Qi Hong...ah Keat and all the brothers and sisters there :(


p/s: ulcers everywhere in my mouth. I hope this is not hand foot mouth disease  T T

都不在

大日子的时候
功课不会做的时候
心情不好的时候
想你的时候

迷路的时候

最无助的时候
想要放弃的时候

你都不会在

traffic jam

Lesson of the day: NEVER go back home using penang bridge at 7+pm anymore...
It took me about 50 minutes to reach home.( in fact, I supposed to spend only 15 minutes to reach my lovely home)

~I had severe muscle cramps in my calf .
  never thought that muscle cramps could be so painful T T
  what to do? I cannot stop half way at the bridge and massage my leg wat : (
  I had no other choice but to keep driving n "ouching" all the way home !!!

taxation :(

九月 二十八日
我，壮烈牺牲。。。。

傻傻分不清楚

越来越分不清，
谁是真正地对我好， 疼我，爱惜我。。。

而谁总是挂在嘴边说会关心我，珍惜我，
而实际上在他心里，我却是一粒沙都不如。。。

厌倦了

In remembrance

Happy birthday to u....happy birthday to the special one.

I promise u to carry on.
I will never forget that.

♥戴阳天

帅呆了！！！

His blog: http://blog.sina.com.cn/daiyangtian1227

I *heart* U

yeah, this picture was taken 5 years ago.
As time goes by, our LOVE grows stronger still.

my handsome prefect ♥

在一起的时间随着我的头发慢慢变长。。。

慢慢知道你不再是我的之一，你是我的唯一  ^^

开心的日子，我们一起渡过 : )

难过的，你也从不离弃我。。。You’ve always been the one I counted on

我偶尔会任性，因为我知道，这世上只有你会无限制地宠我，忍我

Every year that I'm with you, has been better than before.

I post this because today is our 5th anniversary.
We cannot predict the future, but I noe one thing for sure:
"As time goes by,
You will be dearer still ~"










Happy Anniversary, my Love, my dear, and my only one♥

For no reason

many friends of mine break up recently.
it makes me wonder ~ ~ ~

human love, at times,  is weak

first accident in life

yesterday's accident was           -  scary ~
and I felt                                   - helpless : (

因为你

是的，路是很遥远，我确实是很难过，
但，我会握紧拳头，咬紧牙根，坚强地走下去

ps: 眼泪要滑落时，握紧拳头，确实有帮助！

thank you sis ♥

I miss her terribly these few days.
and she surprised me with dis photo.

Love u owiz, ooi ting ting !  ♥

my smart "apple"

Congratulations to my baby for passing and completing his first year MBBS in JNMC.
Great job as study alone in India is definitely not an easy task and it requires great perseverance and tons of hard work.

Thanks baby for not letting us down.
I am so proud of you!

I will owiz believe in you... cause you are the BEST ♥

True and Sincere LOVE

I apologize for the post last nite....I posted that due to my emotional and mental break down after realizing n receiving so many unpleasant stuffs recently. Just ignore my post last nite...

My mood last nite n dis morning really sucks....But it turned out much better after I attended the morning service in church.
God delivered His msg and encouraged me indirectly through the speaker ♥

He asked me to be joyful, hopeful and forgetful even when I meet challenges in life...
He told me that all the trials I face now are to refine my faith..
Yes, my faith is not strong enough. that's why I keep complaining n hurting people who love me so much..
I take them for granted..
Love must be sincere and love knows no reward.

I should praise God at all times for both good and bad times.
"Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor what is evil. Cling what is good." Romans 12: 9
"rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfastly in prayer;" Romans 12: 12

♥ in disguise

♥ Leehom n his songs so much!
   I can't help but falling in luv with him~
  gosh...he is jz so PERFECT

BIG nikon vs. little reddy canon

Best time ever

five years ♥♥♥ and I am still so in luv with you....

"Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one."

难吃

世上最难吃的食物  就是得和泪水一起咽下喉咙的
不好吃   而且很痛

♥ my sista

I miss her so much, esp at this moment.
I miss doing everything with her.

I pray that everything goes well wf her in Korea.
“A sister is a gift to the heart, a friend to the spirit, a golden thread to the meaning of life.”

原来知心的姐妹和朋友一样，不用太多，一两个就足够。。。。。。

心情跌入谷底

真的很烦    超烦

如果有得选   我真的希望我是毫无知觉的
什么都不用想
什么都不用担心

what i reli need now is PEACE
God, grant me the peacefulness

I'm exhausted, so I leave

I saw this post from a blog..I luv some points there so I extract them n post here:
"某一天，你拨我的电话号码，语音告诉你我已经停机。答应我不可以难过，不可以失落；不可以想我，更加不要记得有这样一个我。某一天，你的手机不再频繁的响起，请不要等待，不要期盼，更加不要想找到我，只有看到这样的一个你，我才可以放心的离开。 "
"某一天，你的耳边不再有人说烦人，讨厌。不再有人固执的说自己永远是正确的，不再有人粗鲁的对你发脾气。不再有人和你讨价还价的想多讲几分钟电话，不再有人在挂电话之前吵着要你亲亲和抱抱。这样的一个我消失了，你会难过吗？"
"某一天，你的想象中不再有人无论是深夜还是白天都坐在电脑旁等待着你回家，等待着可以打电话给你的时间，这样的一个我离开了，你会想我吗？"
"某一天，你的生活中没有了我，请记住我对你的好，我的任性，固执；我的宽容，关怀。我毫不边际的孩子话，我的疯话，傻话，伤心时候流着泪，无奈时候叹着气 说过的话。可是你要记得，我们虽然在地球的不同角落，但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天，脚下踏着同一片绿草地，呼吸着一样的空气，或许这里能找到你的味道。"

yes I do

我会在这里乖乖的等待
而你 就专心的在远方奋斗吧
非常爱你

I ♥ nice photos

these are all my favorite photos ♥

I captured dis photo * *

Captured by Hai Feng. Thanks Feng ^ ^
I luv everything inside the photo though I wear the wrong outfit. I should wear spaghetti T T

recover soon

After my four "trip marathon", it's now my turn to fall sick.

p/s: I wear mask to my piano class so that I won't spread the virus    T T

Give thanks for the Lord, for He is good

Thank you God, for everything!!!
Your mercy are falling around me though I have sinned against You many times.

Forgive me Lord for the wrongs that I have done.
Cleanse me o Lord from all the unrighteousness so that I can live more like Christ each day.

难过

以前，当我问爸爸问题时，他不回答，我以为他太沉迷于电视了。
那天， 当我跟他说话时，他还是没回答，我以为他不怎么感兴趣。

直到有一天，我才发现，爸爸不回答或不理睬是因为他听不到，
他根本听不见我的问题，爸爸的耳力不像从前了。

我的爸爸他，老了。。。。 T T

"Honor your father and mother. Then you will live a long, full life in the land the Lord your God is giving you."  Exodus 20:12

When people live to be very old, let them rejoice in every day of life.  Ecclesiastes 11:8

movie day

I watched dis movie wf my da jie n her two little monsters(i noe it's a bit late : p)...it is a great movie..we are so proud of u.
"Jia You"! 阿牛! 冲啊!!!

I anticipate this ♥

The pic of the day! my favorite pic♥

hi world ^^

wow, it's been ages since my last update. i promised to update my blog on 5th May, but c...hehe..wat to do, laziness never stop visiting me after my exam, n guess wat: I'M ENJOYING MY HOLIDAY TO THE FULLEST....don feel like blogging recenlty, I'm jz too lazy to type.

Holidays are awesome...(but kinda ashamed of myself as I'm jobless n keep wasting money while most of my frens take part time job)

nice food ...yummy

entertainment

shopping~~~

others♥

I am currently in Johor n Singapore now.....i will go Malacca with KMM CF next week. n wat's next???
seem like im gonna save lots of money in order to recoup my cost : (
gonna broke soon

p/s: one thing never change is: I'm still homesick even though I'am actually on vacation =.="